Monthly Archives: October 2013
Mourning
Seal my thoughts with a single lick on the envelope
Smell my breath as you uncloak my feelings
Hold it close to you, feel the weight on your chest
Flickering, that candlelight awaits
Cast a shadow of your pen on paper
or let the blood turn to vapour & soot
Hold it close to you, feel the weight on your chest
Let that decide who’s the bearer-uncouth
The loss of the unborn is not mine alone to bear
The few pounds and decimals, unaware
Hold it close to you, feel the weight on your chest
Hold it close to you, for whom you couldn’t hold at all!
Hold on!
Care!
The story of ‘You & I’
Shifting between the study table and bed, the hands move an inch each time, the ticktock seems unbearable. I pick up the phone to dial and reach outward in hope, but I hear beep, beep, beep. It’s all disconnected.
The kettle boils for long, the whistle is too loud. Shocks every living cell. And then I fall into slumber as the shock settles down.
Same is the routine every night.
And deep inside is a reflection of this chaos.
As the pages turn, the dates change, I can see the transition in my watch. Every night misery ceases to be a mystery I would like to solve.
With time, the line breaks into a curve. Acceptance takes over. I begin to enjoy the solitude and then the unthinkable happens…
The “disconnected” phone rings…
I pick up the phone, cut the call and cause my favorite sound to resound in the caller’s ear… Beep, beep, beep!
I don’t need you anymore.
The joy spread to every contracted muscle, happy hormones making me cry. Not much has changed yet so much with time.
Acceptance.
प्यार
नैन तुम्हारा मुख न देख पाएं
रोयें जो रोने दो उन्हें।
दिल तुम्हारा प्यार न पा पाएं
रोये जो रोने दो उसे।
Shadows
Mingling shadows
Taking forms
Following unasked
On the path forlorn
No smile, no frown
No rhythm, no song
A hymn of silence
We hum along
Rapunzel’s Twin
Knotted plaits, simple dreams
“Trouble! Trouble!”, that’s how it weaves…
A knight at night, would you believe?
From a pumpkin carriage, distress leaves
A girl inside and her flushed cheeks
Smile stuck and love-struck
Caught between lowered shields
Beauty fiddles with the beast
Sweat and screams fill the fields
Knotted plaits, simple dreams
लहर
एक लहर आंधी सी एक छोटे से पल में बह गयी,
तेरी नमी भरी आँखों में ख़ुशी दबी दबी रह गयी,
पिघलता हुआ ज्वाला बर्फ में बदल गया
दस्तक देनेवाला पलट के घर निकल गया
खाली कर उस आँचल को जिसमे तूने इतने ग़म भर दिए,
ऐसा कुछ न हुआ की तूने अपने सपने ही बदल दिए,
भोज लिए घूमे फिरती है उसे अपनी ज़िन्दगी बनाके
बह जाने दे आज, आंसू बह जाने दे,
लुट जाने दे आज, खुद को लुट जाने दे।
True love
Light that match
Stare till I burn
Twitch my finger
And let the stick fall down
Watch it die out
Savor the moment
Look up and light another one
Moving on with every pain you cause
Hope! Still a bitch!